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2009-10-14T19:10:00.001+08:00

RELINK

gray_ish.livejournal.com

2009-10-08T22:18:00.002+08:00

started watching gg again, st

catching up on season 2!

(there's still season 3.)

i've learned/realized many things..... hmm...

hahaha.

hmm what else shall i do? :)

2009-10-08T17:43:00.001+08:00

over.

2009-10-04T18:17:00.002+08:00

2 nights left till the end.

my eyes burn. my body aches. oh, im so tired;

i'm barely hanging on.

and to imagine,

all this.. for promos, what more the As?

somebody save me.

they were perfect for each other, then they burst into juice.

2009-09-28T22:45:00.004+08:00

i know i'm weird sometimes, but today... it's extreme.

finding out about something you weren't supposed to find out (yet), something that kills your hopes and dreams - a normal person would cry, punch, or simply, jump. but in my case... (don't talk about it, it's embarrassing)

it's times like these that you try force an out-of-body experience - not to relinquish your past, but to analyse your mistakes or maybe simply to reorganize your feelings. I tried this approach, but what's the point when you've been through this on numerous occasions that you don't know how to feel -or no matter how fallacious it sounds- you've lost your passion to feel.

i love the way the Ribena ad encapsulates this thrilling experience.

oh well, back to promo mugging? ;)

guitars.

2009-09-20T16:58:00.005+08:00

okay i've officially sold 2 guitars in 4 weeks... haha.

let these go...

epiphone les paul 100

and this...

takamine ptu108K

(haiwaiian koa wood!)

they were good guitars.

oh well... back to promo mugging? O:

2009-09-16T21:51:00.001+08:00

sing,

with your head up,

with your eyes closed,

not because you love the song,

because you love to sing.

2009-09-12T01:09:00.001+08:00

bringing him back? bringing him back.

/end.

2009-09-08T23:32:00.002+08:00

Two is better than One - Boys Like Girls ft. Taylor Swift.

one of the best songs i've heard in awhile.

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

'Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

2009-09-06T19:14:00.002+08:00

"My love is so great that a thousand man could not keep me from stalking you."

- LOL where does david chua get this stuff from man??

2009-09-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

"stop brooding"

(Y).

2009-09-03T00:31:00.000+08:00

go graham.

2009-08-31T11:59:00.003+08:00

read the same stuff again. it's the same thing going on and on with me totally clueless about anything or everything. i dunno what to do or say or how i should feel. well maybe you don't know... or perhaps you do- i'm more than a boy, student, musician, and everything else. let me in.

2009-08-31T00:18:00.003+08:00

it's 12.18 and there's no sch tmr. i really feel like playing the partscaster cuz it owns O: but argh, promos just kills everything.

okay maybe not everything.

2009-08-29T01:31:00.001+08:00

mmm.

new fender strat (partscaster).

2009-08-24T19:03:00.000+08:00

one of the best songs ive heard in a while:

2009-08-23T22:30:00.002+08:00

theres bio spa tmr, please pray for me (: hmm not finished with the memory work! argh! hahaha. mmm i'm reminded by my bio teacher NOT TO BLOG ABOUT SPA LOL. yeahh (thats weird, like why would i go "okay, i poured 50cm3 of HCl into the burette and..." omg.) talking rubbish alr. mmmm.

I'm here,
with you, beside you,
to guard you
and to guide you.

2009-08-20T21:27:00.001+08:00

mmmmm. chemistry SPA is over, hurray- EHH WAIT, BIO SPA IS ON MONDAY. O: (i'm serious) arghh. hahaha.

2009-08-16T21:24:00.003+08:00

okay i havent posted for some time. ive been quite busy lately, work is catching up on me once again. im no longer ahead of tutorials, there's just so much to do. PW especially, theres WR and EoM due very soon sigh. Chem SPA is on thurs, followed by Bio SPA the next monday, both 7.5% of overall A level results. Theres just so much things to do now and so little time. I'm barely hanging on.

One life.

2009-08-07T17:20:00.002+08:00

National Day Performance by The Gist.

When You Were Young - The Killers

One - U2

hope you enjoyed it. ( :

2009-08-03T20:10:00.000+08:00

sec 1. relative pitch. now, day 2, singing.

2009-07-29T21:50:00.000+08:00

nat day gig rehearsal.

teacher gl.

sian.

2009-07-23T21:05:00.001+08:00

quarantined in the maclab.

lame stuff.

One

2009-07-07T19:13:00.000+08:00

the ownage.

2009-06-30T16:10:00.001+08:00

this post is dedicated to ANDREW LEE.

cuz he posts like this all the time:

great song.

Don't Wait - Dashboard Confessional @ AOL acoustic.

transformers 2

2009-06-27T00:57:00.003+08:00

i know this is delayed, but transformers does NOT suck.

everyone says it sucks, but it doesnt.

it's just 'okay'. 3 / 5 stars?

so whats the hype about being a i-think-transformers-sucks person?? you have high standards for movies doesnt mean they are credible standards at all, so just sh_ve la.

"transformers sucked la!" - yah... like yall know anything about scripting or sceneplay.

irritating man.

2009-06-23T21:37:00.001+08:00

back to normal.

keeping it simple.

church camp.

2009-06-14T21:48:00.002+08:00

hey all.

let me start off by saying that initially, i didn't feel like going for church camp: i thought i would have had better fun in sg and i thought i could mug more.

well i was wrong about both statements.

church camp was fun in a very weird way. i dont know how to explain this - i had fun without actually doing things that were fun. i had fun by being there, by participating or observing!

although i don't fit the clues,

i'll keep hoping, and i'll keep trying because i believe, and someday..

someday.

2009-06-07T13:55:00.001+08:00

lies.

2009-06-02T00:54:00.003+08:00

after a few days of avoidance and evasion, i've picked up another thing or two - i can't do it, i just can't make myself avoid anymore, but i don't understand why.

perhaps some part of me wants me to change to fit the mould, perhaps i still insist to see the good and not the bad, or perhaps i believe that there is more good than bad. i've been pessimistic through a large portion of my life, yet now i choose otherwise.

sigh, well i'm sure there are more possible reasons for my persistence, but the point is, we all know what underlies the reason for this reasoning.

2009-05-25T21:00:00.000+08:00

i'm falling in love...

with jazz.

2009-05-25T20:45:00.003+08:00

hey.

havent blogged in awhile, well im blogging now cuz i'm quite happy, or rather, relieved.

i've been quite sad and disappointed at myself last weekend till today. because of someone, i was becoming someone i wasn't - it felt/feels terrible. Maybe it's just culture, or maybe we're just different.

i couldn't help but ask myself: was this all worth it? -or alternatively- will one of us change? i really don't know which question to choose or what the answer will be, well i'll just stick to me being the old, usual, better me for now.

and the result?

i'm happier now actually.

2009-05-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

friends ;)

Updates

2009-05-09T22:49:00.002+08:00

Hey. These 2 weeks summarized in one word: fun.

Last Week: Rock Concert. - nothing but mad, crazy fun. had a great time with the band (dong qi joel)

Jazz Concert. - the best concert i had. it felt really good to see that what we prepared so hard for, turned out to the biggest concert success ever. the talent in jazz is undeniable, i love those guys.

This Week: Wii fun on monday hahahah.

Busking @ Home Club, Clarke Quay - Bob and I did an acoustic set, traditional "Gray & iBob" stuff with tremendous improvement compared to 4 years ago. our chemistry has been getting better and better. thanks dude, you did well - we did well.

Busking @ Wheelock - It started off really weird? cuz we didnt even have a stage. but things caught up and we got into the mood

we got talent scouted by some french dude! : D

hahaa super exciting. hes supposed to contact us about some production i think. (:

some tv crew for Asian food channel (other country) came to film us! : D

hahahh super funny, these 2 caucasian girls started posing with us and doing stupid things to us while we were playing!? it was all filmed :S hahahaha whatever luh.

anyway, i know this is weird, but thanks qi, dong, joel, for being such a great band.

2009-04-24T23:50:00.003+08:00

hey.

i know i haven't blogged for really long,

i'm sorry.

well i guess there comes a point in time when you reflect on what you've been going through, when you look back and examine all of it, and you stop to consider-

i believe in the love and grace of our lord and saviour Jesus Christ. i know i've done so much wrong this while, this 'sin' from our evil hearts and minds -a nature we cannot fight. i pause and reflect on the guilt of my actions.

but to all readers...

we are assured of the outcome of all this: the end of pain, the comfort of sorrows, the regeneration we never felt before. and this, i must constantly remind myself of.

i spend alot of my time thinking through all of this. we base our beliefs on reason, on our understanding and experience. time after time, i cannot help but conclude and holdfast in the faith that will endure through every generation - the faith in Jesus. Reason has helped us this far, but perhaps it is not reason that has driven us, perhaps Faith is what we need.

to my dear readers...

i may be in no position to impose my beliefs, to gain your understanding. i believe my rationale for this cannot be justified by human reason, but by a simple commandment of the God i believe in. Take time, perhaps, to try to understand the meaning of everything around you. why do you live? Well, if you'd ask me, i'd say i live for Him.

Beneath the cross of Jesus
I find a place to stand,
And wonder at such mercy
That calls me as I am;
For hands that should discard me
Hold wounds which tell me, "Come."
Beneath the cross of Jesus
My unworthy soul is won.

2009-04-05T22:37:00.002+08:00

i have moved from acting to script writing? (: hahah

catch Dark Chocolate, a jazz musical, brought to you by RJ Jazz Club.

2nd May!

2009-04-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

hello.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2009-04-02T00:26:00.002+08:00

stressed, in denial, doubt & fear.

i got rejected for SRP today. jazz exco applications are up.

expectations.

destiny.

what are they? are they even different?

sigh.

ALPS

2009-03-19T00:02:00.002+08:00

well i'm back from a 5-day camp at Sibu, Malaysia.

once again, i must say that i became lesser a man than i was before the camp, but have now fully restored my degraded state of being. haha. i'm not the outdoor-type of person i guess. i missed everyone.

the trip was enriching in some ways: i finally got to cook meals. i cooked Aglio Olio and Bolognaise in the outdoors! haha(: yeah man. i learnt some leadership skills. i learnt determination when kayaking with seah, sprinting almost 1km in a kayak. i learnt more about people. i made more friends! haha.

one song remained in my head throughout the entire journey...

great song, really great tune.

Are we human?
Or are we dancer?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I'm on my knees
Looking for the answer
Are we human
Or are we dancer?

2009-03-12T22:55:00.001+08:00

hello.

last day of school was exhausting.

2009-03-08T21:06:00.000+08:00

jazz camp rocked. lol lame pun.

2009-03-02T22:48:00.002+08:00

hello.

school has been damn mad. exhausting. but fun lah haha. rj is full of skirt-chasers, seriously. hahaha quite amusing sometimes. they don't know anything at all.

i love coldplay.

2009-02-27T23:37:00.001+08:00

my name is Graham. i am a guitarist.

i played alongside Qiren, Geraldong and Joel today at MT House Party '09.

great stuff.

stay tuned.

2009-02-21T00:04:00.002+08:00

updates. -.-

okay. CCA! :D

i am now in......

Jazz

Rock

Frisbee

Fencing.

i got rejected for......

Boon Lay

Interact.

i guess i'm not a community service person. LOL.

i'm gonna quit frisbee, it's confirmed. cuz i'm gonna take fencing full time (: at least fencing is a proper sport... :S and frisbee trainings is too hot la. zz. get burnt like shaite.

jazz has been really really good. gained lots of exposure. i can feel myself improving. the people there are nice and fun :D and the talent there is... amazing. never been around so many talented people in my life. yay. jammed alot, ALOT of blues todayy(:

jazz, 3 to 8pm. classic.

2009-02-16T21:31:00.002+08:00

busy like mad.

school is fast-paced - annoying, but i like it.

my class is quite fun, fairly bonded. havent really had much opportunity to talk to them properly since it's always lectures and tutorials back to back.

science programme applications have been killing me. now it's interviews. i haven't touched math since the previous lecture and i'm soooo dead. falling sick already dammit.

pressure.

2009-02-11T22:35:00.000+08:00

school is interesting.

everyday seems 3 days long. thats how long it is.

and i've changed.

2009-02-07T12:38:00.002+08:00

although it started off mediocre, orientation just kept getting better and better, exponentially, factorizing then multiplying by the root of 64. O: it was damn good luh. i never enjoyed myself like this for a really long time. perhaps it was even better than most yf camps D:

i even appreciated Raffles better for what it was, gained alot of loyalty to Morrison Richardson too, amazing. made good, new friends (out of some old friends)

i'm glad our OG really bonded well together.

you guys rock, MR11,

OI!

2009-02-07T12:22:00.002+08:00

Last Day of Orientation.

woke up early, took Jo Hsi's car together with qiren to payalebar mrt, took train to pasir ris mrt, then hecked the shuttle bus and walked to pasir ris park for Take 5! We gathered as an OG, practiced frisbee passing for awhile. Then we went for our frisbee tournament. we won the first match against a j2 team. lost the next against a j1 team. sian. i was carrying the team, but somehow i let them down in the second game. i felt really bad about it after that, despite the fact that everyone was still high and okay with it.

we then went to rent a bike but mysteriously, all the bikes were rented already. we found some random place with a pool table then we played pool while the girls watched! haha. then we went to the playground and did my "10 most retarded things to do at pasir ris park's playground". HAHA(: we slid down the teletubby hill and got astro-burns, swung around the hellicopter bars, went into the slanted turning saucer and rolled inside, bounced on the trampoline mats until we got sick :D ownage. fun fun fun! hahaha. then it was times up ALREADY. and so we left.

the MRians took a chartered bus to shaw, lido, for a mass-movie-outing! (: it was great man. Benjamin Button, but of course- somehow- most of the people couldnt really appreciate the movie and thought it was boringgg. i guess it's not a mass-movie sort of movie. :S sang songs in the bus, reached RIJC (haha-.-) for ORIENTATION NIGHT!! YAY. haha. dances, skits, songs, cheers, watched the burning O' Tiero sign, more OG cheers, camwhore, jokes, fun, fun, and just plain fun.

after it officially ended, our OG gathered in some random corner to take pictures and say a few words to each other. great bonding time. then the OGLs left for their meeting, and we went to RI pool to DUNK SURYA :D HAHA. and of course, more camwhore. hahaha. then we went to j8, and wandered around looking for a place to eat. by then it was already 930 so everything was closing ): after a really long time, we wandered into the kimsanleng coffee shop (24 hours) and ate there. andrew and i gossiped alot :D after all, hes a slut :O anyway, we let our secret out to a few others and the OGLs, and then we ALL GOSSIPED TOGETHER :D

went home at 11.

today was super great x 1million.

2009-02-05T19:59:00.002+08:00

orientation day 4.

dance dance DANCE!

we ended early today. kept practising the batch dance mostly. the songs are: Jerk It Out, Mamma Mia, Lollipop (lol-.-), Now Or Never (LOL :D ). okay, funny thing is.. i really really enjoyed the dance, somehow. haha. it's really fun. Now Or Never is the best la.. bouncing the stupid imaginary ball LOL. okay.

as usual, today was fun ttm. we had tile-painting (lol -.-) then a "short" OG discussion after lunch which lasted 2 hours.. haha. it was about: what costume to wear for tomorrow night, O'Nite man. :D we decided on tourists... for now... i think... i hope we'll settle on it :S

still traumatized about yesterday's peg-game.

btw, gig at House Party, anyone? :D

2009-02-04T22:00:00.003+08:00

orientation day 3.

war-games day.

okay we had DANCE and SONG in the morning as usual, lunch, then war-games. there were 3 station games and 1 mass game, but i think i shall just talk about one station game that destroyed all our lives.

"Catch me if you can". the maddest game i have ever played in my entire life. okay it was basically:

interhouse, (5 houses, 4 OGs, 20 people in an OG, = total: 400 people)

girls one side, guys the other.

peg-game.

girls in pairs take the pegs from guys' backs.

RAPAGE. ultimate rapage, almost literally. the girls were clawing the guys apart la wtc. SRSLY. like 6 girls ganged one 1.87m judo guy and he surrendered all his pegs. i got pushed down then mobbed on the floor like fighting away zombies in L4D. WTH IM NOT BLOWING THIS THING UP, IT WAS REALLY TOTAL RAPAGE. everyone was getting ripped apart by girls in this congested area. one girl even choke-holded a guy to take his pegs. WAHLAOWEH. ITS MAD. WTC. i'm still damn DAMN traumatized after today. wth. kena raped like shit, srsly.

no exaggeration, really, none at all.

2009-02-03T22:50:00.002+08:00

orientation day 2.

ownage. okay we learnt batch DANCE. it was so humiliating and retarded, cuz most of the guys were hopeless at dancing (such as i), and we had to pair up with the girls. okay la it wasnt that bad. it was fun actually, in the weirdest sense. then we learnt batch SONG. not bad i guess. then we had a house propaganda session, urghhh.

then we went hiking: bishan to fortcanning (park) to clarke quay (hong lim park). haha. tiring but fun, cuz we talked ALOT on the way.

and...

2009-02-02T20:46:00.002+08:00

orientation day 1.

okay i met my OG today: MR 11 "Oi". haha. yeah our group name is "Oi". well orientation was fun la, the j2s put up quite nice musicals! haha i'm serious. it was introduction, icebreakers, lunch, stationgames. haha.

my OG group is uhh... iffy. haha. 10 guys 10 girls. the guys are okay, they're all pals of mine :D they were fun. but the girls, hmm, are the quiet-bookish kind? they were damn unenthu. on the other hand, us guys were all enthu and hyped. haha so weird. so i guess it was... disappointing? and certainly boring. but day 1 was still good luh.

day 2? we're hiking.

2009-02-01T22:50:00.002+08:00

hello.

church, then went to my aunties house for some CNY visiting.

ate alot, watched alot of GG. drank beer -.- lol.

slacked.

tired, headache.

went to jon's 21st party. happy birthday man.

2009-01-31T23:25:00.001+08:00

this may not be the first time i'm saying this,

but Air Supply really rocks.

2009-01-30T21:01:00.002+08:00

went to school today for sex ed. it wasnt 'sex ed' luh, it was more about relationships and communication etc. it was quite fun i guess. there were interesting people in my group, which includes the crazed facilitator. i actually learnt some stuff there, so it was worth it.

theres orientation next week. it's gonna be fun (i really hope so). yeah. gonna see new faces around and make new friendz i guess (: then school will officially start, and we're all gonna rot. YAYAYA. school will be better this year, definitely.

it's been fun having an extra month - a month well spent.

2009-01-27T23:14:00.001+08:00

went to linping's house for CNY party today.

LINPING

I LOVE YOUR FAT SEAL. - quote from dong, "it's super bouncy"

AND THE SUPER CUTE ELMO.

you are the pongster man.

2009-01-26T00:32:00.001+08:00

hey all.

1230am now.

this goes out to tracy mainly: i've just watched 8 episodes of Gossip Girl.

yeah i've finished both CDs.

XOXO,

Gossip Girl-fan.

2009-01-25T22:24:00.003+08:00

church was weird today cuz it ended really fast. we went to play LAN after lunch (i really don't know why). played left4dead, which was quite fun. being the infected zombies was the best part :D the hunter is the ownage, ahha. LAN ended at 330, then we went to my grandma's house, and then my other grandma's house.

i've been watching Gossip Girl for about 4 hours straight (about 6 episodes). wondering why? cuz it actually IS quite a nice & fun show. it's a unisex show btw, like totally. (you'll agree with me after you watch it). yeah.

and who am i?

that's one secret i'll never tell

you know you love me, XOXO

gossip girl

HAHA.

signing off, XOXO

lonely boy.

2009-01-22T21:07:00.002+08:00

arghh.

came back from sch at 7. today was really long man, sian. had graphic calculator talk, then adventure leadership programme (ALP) again, till 5... haha. fourth day alr. it's okay luh, not too boring.

at 5 i went for Jazz club workshop, where they introed jazz (lol...) and demoed, and then we broke up into instrumental sections where the leader then introed abit further. dunno la, it was quite boring. she asked us (piano section) to go solo on top of a few jazz chords. haha. most of them were ugghh-ish. jon shin owned again lol. they've never improvised before :S

okay. i seriously need to take out the "music" portion of my brain, wipe it clean, blend it in a blender, then put it back in. jazz improvisation is neww. super new. it's totally different. i need to get the popish-feel out of myself. i need to become black (?). planning to embark on a immersion programme. hahaha.

and yeah, auditions should be okay luh. theres 4 pianist spots. haha.

2009-01-20T22:38:00.002+08:00

hey.

some updates in my life haha. (mainly about RJ).

yeah i still prefer to refer to it as RJ, and so do alot of people.

these few days have been really lame. go to school, listen to strange talks, attend adventure leadership programme (which is actually quite boring for now... hopefully we getta go camping/hiking soon or whatever).

CCA selections have become really stressful, especially since i'm now a floater - yeah i'm not in badminton anymore. so far i've applied for:

archery, frisbee, volleyball, floorball,

jazz, rock,

youth club.

yeah the ones in bold are the ones i'm mainly gonna go-all-out-for :S. rock is like an "auto-in", and the rest are like errrr anyth. jazz and rock auditions are next week and i'm damn scared. especially for jazz, but i know i'm probably better than most of them luh, but i've never really auditioned for anyth before. :S scary man.

yeah, jazz.

its a transition! argh. from physical to musical, badminton to jazz? haha. yeah, diff phase in my life O: finally i get to do what i love.. S: jazz is different. i'm finding it damn damn hard now. it's not like some random "pop" i got when i learnt Pop HAHA. yeah, it's like changing musical "language".. argh. yeahh. and i havent really got the discipline to actually sit down and create proper jazz and unravel some jazz chords on the piano. sianz. i must and i should, but just too lazy! haha.

a close friend of mine said that discovering jazz now is "too early" in our lives. he says it's not really for youths. i guess its not mainstream, it can't be. we gotta embrace it, it's a new skill, a new passion. it's something different. it's the only way for improvement. we can't stagnate on just some genre? if not, we're letting music down, and we can't, cuz it's in us.

2009-01-18T00:39:00.002+08:00

hey.

school started on thurs. i was really anxious/excited about it, cuz i'm now in JC! haha. these 2 days have been great - school ended at 1040 each day! :D then we would go to macs to have breakfast! the 2 dollar meal rocks. school has been fun. there's so many people around! haha. (btw the girls outnumber the boys i think :S) then the lecture style lessons rock. quite funny also: saw one random ri guy sitting amidst all the girls ALONE; some guy got scolded in front of everyone for putting his legs up.

my back is still hurt from the masochistic slide...

2009-01-17T00:23:00.001+08:00

chillz at bishan.

school is fun.

2009-01-13T21:34:00.002+08:00

today was fun... (:

left for the club with andrewfu, linping and seah at 11+. reached there at 12. met shaun. then SWIMMING :D hahaha.

okay we started out doing alot of random, mad marathons. we did "breastroke, only arms", then "dog paddling", and as usual, seah-the-imba-simba won all. LOL. then it was time for the slide... :D

okay it was 'out of order' again, but who cares.

we went down alot of times, really ALOT of times. then we got creative: link. 5 of us linked up, each one holding the person above's ankle. linping a.k.a THE CANNONBALL always has to go first. LOL. self-explanatory. okay i remember going third (in the middle) once, then i kena squashed by shaun's long foot LOL. hit my teeth... ): PAIN PAIN. but nvm. kkkkk

we went down like another 10 times. SUPER FUN. mad adrenaline rush.

kkk then shaun and A. Fu got hungry, so they left first. thats when the real creativity started.

okay the three of us did:

on the back, legs first (traditional), hyper speed

on the front, head first - linping's favourite, but i was super slow

on the front, legs first

on the back, head first (ultimate scariness, mad adrenaline rush) - my favourite.

i was the first to try it. PAIN.

PAIN. i hit my head on the sharp bend (a.k.a the can-fly-out part). plus it was mad scary at the sudden drop. seah loved it alot too. wahhhhhhhhh

okay, after going down the ownage slide 10000x, we decided to rename it as "the masochistic slide". all of us had hip wounds at the end. linping's was the worst, it was purple. seah won the award for "worst back wound", although he didnt feel anything at all. i won the award for "most wounds ever". i had scratches on my elbow, bruises on my front and back, 2 hip wounds and a few shoulder bruises. LOL.

now we know why it was "out of order"...

2009-01-12T23:43:00.001+08:00

got back chinese Os. its okay.

anw, this video is the ownage:

i can see my ears!

2009-01-11T20:03:00.002+08:00

hey.

cut my hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WENT TO CUT MY HAIR.!!!!!!! NO. NO. NO.

my parents forced me to. i really really missed my long hair. it was really REALLY long (for those of you who didn't see it before). argh. i bled for that hair. O: YAYAYA. nah. i just siammed ALOT. like really ALOT. since like july or august, i stopped cutting my hair. i guess all good things come to an end. again.

i went to jasonsally to get my haircut. it was ownage. one of the bosses cut for me, but maybe that explains the price - $23. alot for a guy haircut. but AIYA, i've saved alot on haircuts already :D anw i'm quite happy with it. so yeah. (:

"ahh branch!..."

2009-01-10T16:29:00.007+08:00

hey everyonee. this post is for yesterday actually.

woke up at 830, went for my jazz class and got scolded really REALLY badly by my teacher. cuz i didnt really practice etc. at 1015, i reached j8, then i embarked on the journey to china... (figuratively, but you'll understand why...)

bishan to city hall, city hall to pasir ris. GG. slept 3 times, woke up, still not there-.- reached at 1115.. mad. an hour journey. slacked at macs. met linping. slacked abit more. then they arrived, haha. okay then megan, charmaine, charles, linping and i went to pasir ris park to HAVE FUN :D the rest cycled, but i brought my blades, so i bladed. it was really fun mann :D the park was sooo empty cuz all the KIDS were in school HAHA. the playground was super super fun also D: haha. so childish? NO. it's really fun man. especially the helicopter bar thing, that you hold on to, then u spin around due to momentum, and must hold on for dear life cuz theres centripetal force pulling you off! HAHA. damn cool luh. swinging was fun too :D megan's the SWING PRO.. HAHA. i challenged her and lost. hahaha.

okay i shall elaborate more with the videos i took :D

at the beginning...

singapore's beach ACTUALLY looked nice for a moment... haha.

swinging... my jump failed really badly ): sian.

intro to everyone... at the end. ahah. and the HORSES!?

pongster vs charles-the-ownage.

charles won actually, but he gave lp chance at the last part. AND GUEZZ WHAT? this is just the rematch... what actually happened in round 1 was:

me: 3...2...1.. GOOO.

*charles and linpong speed off, linpong actually looks as though he can win charles...*

5 seconds later...

linping: AHHH. BRANCHHH!!!!!.....

*linping wobbles.. wobbles.. and WOBBLES.. then SPINS, flies off, and he's on the ground LOL. *

megan & charmaine, AND me: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH.

although it was a close match, in my opinion, i think first prize should have went to the branch...

k after the maddd cycling/blading trip that only lasted 3 hours or so, we went back to civilization. we had CARL'S at ps :DDD i was/am sick, but i still ate it. carl's jr rocks la really. okay. the 92ers are really damn ownage - as long as some people don't draw the line luh. ahahah.

2009-01-07T23:08:00.002+08:00

swimming today. the slide was the ownage... as usual. but something's different this time: seah and lp got to experience the thrill too :D it was "out of order" LOL but we still went in. i was the first to go down, while they slacked at the lobby (the slide's ending). i sped down and broke the barrier with the 'out of order' sign LOL. then we all went down alot of times.

i would go first, then seah, then linping - cuz i'm the fastest :D (light.. haha). wahlao, the real ownage started when i went LAST, and linping went FIRST. LOL. seah would slam into lp and i would slam into seah's head. HAHA. i was like, "SEAH NOOOOOOO" and then he would brace himself. The Pines' slide is the ownage. LOL. oh yah, on our last run, seah foot slammed into linping's face at the last stretch, and then seah and i crumbled on him in the lobby. quote: "wahlao i almost drowned".

lunch at carl's :D i love carls junior man. the burger is really shiok. the fries are nice and natural. the bbq sauce just wraps everything up nicely. and the freeflow of drinks rocks. too bad we couldnt watch ponyo.. D: anw shaun didnt want to watch it. :S then we daytonaed and time crisis. and there was this "GUY" playing para para, who was seriously having an identity crisis... then we chilled at starbucks. and some guy called N_____ N_ is really drawing the line man. HAHA. but nvm, lets save that for another time.

then was Elsa's partyyy:D i don't know if you'll see this, but happy eighteenth once more (:

2009-01-05T16:50:00.003+08:00

just watched ip man today. lol. okay it was a really great show, although it's super random and no-link. but nvm, the action sequences were good. donnie yen really has teh skills (eg. the 1000 punches in 1second thing). HAHA. good show with morals and traditional chinese influences. 4.5 out of 5 for me.

2009-01-02T22:31:00.003+08:00

today was plain, simple, and boring. hahaa.

school hasn't started for me ;) cuz i'm going poly, which starts in april. YAHYAHYAH. i woke up late, played halo with theo for quite long, had lunch, then left for my jazz lesson.

i realise that i haven't really blogged about jazz, so perhaps i shall?

jazz is insanelycrazyhardstuff man. the left hand has to play bass + chords, while the right hand does the improvisation and melody (of course). it's like a one man band, on piano. oh wait, it IS. since i'm not very ambidextrous, my left hand fails badly, but i guess i'm improving. :S my teacher is really talented, but sadly she hasn't really passed her madskillz to me. oh well. so i suppose that learning jazz is a long and slow process..

when i got home, i felt like jamming on my electric guitar, and so i did. i plugged in my new headphones into my amp and started playing stuff - my messed up blues mainly. then i tried to finish the song bob and i started on, but i had a horrible lack of inspiration and ended up stoning..

understand.

2009-01-02T00:28:00.003+08:00

i realized that i posted nothing of my feelings, and so i shall do it now.

i understand now. i understand what went wrong in the recent past. i know i stopped being myself, i stopped being the graham i once was. i turned all hyper and crazed, and funnily retarded at times. i turned into a mad money spender. i turned trivial, concerned only of trifling. i used my abilities for the wrong reasons, and causing harm to myself in turn.

i remember now.

well perhaps i'll be me again, 2009 will be a year of discovery then.

2009-01-01T23:02:00.001+08:00

hello.

i decided to make a short movie, like "just a nice guy" from Wong Fu productions. (you can watch it on youtube) i've already got kokweng to act :D

2008.

2009-01-01T18:29:00.003+08:00

hello.

during 2008, i blogged a lot, really a lot. i guess i'm now a mainstream blogger! haha.

okay. 2008 was really a good year for me luh, and i thank God for his blessings during the last year. it started off bad, turned mediocre, and ended off better than fine. there are items to thank God for, and apologies to make etc. i guess i'll just briefly highlight a few stuff that i found exceptionally meaningful and enjoyable during the past year.

i remember CNY gathering at linping's. i remember how we 'gambled', which was retarded. ahah. i remember the first yd camp in march, the BBQ was exceptionally great. camp lightly salted? haha. i kinda remember slacking throughout the whole term 2, ending up with quite bad grades, but i didnt care(: i remember children's camp! it was really fun, especially helping the kids (i think p6s) think of their titanic skit thing. haha(: i remember our brief attempt at constructing a nightgames which failed miserably. but oh well, it was fun. YD camp was up next. it was quite bad. haha i was in the camp comm. then i got rumourerized and had no heart to carry out the camp any longer :S i remember planning the 3-day night games/night workshops, which was actually quite good i think(: planned it all during chinese lessons LOL. church camp, the third and final camp! it was a really good church camp i guess. the theme was practical and meaningful. i also got to know alot of new friends!(: and i'm glad i had them throughout the rest of the year. i'm glad for kenneth too, if you know what i mean O: i remember planning for outreach 08 after that. it was fun, i also got to know more people!(: i gained my excuse to meet you people for lunch! haha. it was fun la. outreach 08 was gloomy in the end, cuz not many newcomers came :S but anyway, God has his plan i guess. following that was alot of nonsense in school (fun and boring stuff). i'm glad i've made some not bad classmate friends. HAHA. something i didnt have in lower sec. term 3 passed faster than ever. then it was term 4. DMP was fun as usual. i'm glad i did cool modules with seah, like learning photography(: haha. we topped the class in the end D: drum DMP was okay. i guess it ignited my passion for drums for awhile. haha. EOYs were just messed up, cuz i fell sick. i studied really hard for them though, and they were easy as usual - then i missed them. ahha. nvm. O level chinese was okay. after that was alot of playing etc. i can't remember actually. the holidays sped up really fast, then slowed down again at Children's day camp. i really enjoyed it. the kids were cute and fun, really. then was YF camp. i sort of blogged about it already. but i must just emphasize that it was really meaningful, and once again, i thank God for YF camp. then i left to tokyo! tokyo was perhaps the "funnest" japan trip i had. the people there are really nice, and they are really the 'fair folk' among asians, in terms of appearance. i came back in time for carolling. and once again i must add that the carolling item really blessed me deeply, and i thank God that i felt the true meaning of Christmas for what it really is. Christmas day was enjoyable. i gave out the most cards that i ever gave, and i found much joy in that too.

and then, here we are, at the threshold of a new year. what it brings, we are not certain of. but we know one thing: He has gone before us, and He will guide the way.

Have a blessed new year everyone.

2008-12-30T00:04:00.003+08:00

hello.

went for the informal YF outing today. it was okay luh.

okay, i just realized that i'm becoming more and more crazy with each day, and maybe weirder with each week :S LOL. but srsly & sadly, yeah. life's been really crazy to me too. i've been going out alot and am going to go out alot, which can be a bad thing, cuz i'm running out of money. haha.

theres really ALOT on my mind now - too much. apparently i just got scandalized again. ahhah. i'm finding it quite fun, but this just exemplifies my weirdness! crap. haha

to be continued.

2008-12-28T19:34:00.000+08:00

okay. this is damn screwed up, but its the truth, and you have to know the truth.

theo was whacking me about the "gray&danielle" crap. (i know most of you know it isn't true, but some still do :S) anyway, i'm not here to defend myself from this crap -.- . my cause for this argument was that all this talk of "gray&dan", "woong&s__", "bob&___" blah blah, it is very VERY unedifying to God and His church. he talks and makes it sound as if YF is a social club, where person A and B meets every week, then BOOM- you've got love.

theo then said: "OH stop being defensive la, in the first place, you shouldnt have give people any reason to talk about you like that." wow. i tried to reason that there was nothing to be defensive about. then he started judging people about their looks, and got super personal. such a lame argument. i dont know, i just felt that i had to rebuke him, thats all.

hard to think hes an older brother. haha. anyway, the motive for this post is not to slime - its for you to understand, and know the truth.

i seriously don't want to see YF turning into a social club.

2008-12-28T00:09:00.002+08:00

YF today was a potluck.

the preparation for the potluck dishes was really retarded, cuz shaun and mel got OWNED. totally. see facebook>theo's videos to find out more. ;)

the potluck was just okay. :S

anyway, i'm sad that Christmas is over. this Christmas was really great for me. and to know that something good has ended and is beyond reach.. it's really depressing.

the year is ending really soon. how can i live these last few days without feeling the probable regret of wasting my last moments of 2008...

what can i give him

poor as i am

if i were a shepherd,

i would bring a lamb

and if i were a wiseman

i would do my part

but what i can, i give him-

i give him my heart.

boxing day

2008-12-27T00:55:00.002+08:00

just this year, i finally understood one thing about myself.

i know God gave each of us certain gifts (i'm not talking about worldly gives like talents etc.), and i think i finally understand mine. some of us are really good encouragers - we can raise someone's spirits from bottomless pits to the skies. well i understood today, that i understand. i understand how victims of social persecution feel as i witness the acts against them. as a sinner, i know i myself may have committed some of these acts. i understand the cause of this persecution which lies within their nature. i also understand the effect that it brings/will bring, and understand the solution to it.

if this were Heroes, i would have sylar's ability. but yeah. and so, with this understanding, it is my obligation that i enlighten them in the least offensive way possible, so that they can change.

well these are just my thoughts on this 'ability' thing? :S haha.

what are yours? (:

Christmas Day

2008-12-26T00:34:00.002+08:00

Hello.

i'm not gonna blog about what happened today, because it bears much less meaning than what i am about to blog about.

this year's christmas was really really fun and meaningful. i was touched by all the letters i received today. i'm glad that i have such encouraging friends. everyone needs a bit of encouragement, whether youre emo or not. (i wasn't and am not emo). i thank God that he moved us (bob, theo and I) to present an item during caroling. somehow, the performance really touched my life. it was a blessing to me. and i hope it was one to you.

i must say that this year, i really felt christmas for what it really is.

maybe its just a spiritual "high" after camp and caroling, but i really hope not, and i wont make it so.

christmas eve

2008-12-24T20:48:00.002+08:00

hey.

today was fine. i did my shopping alone :S but it was fine too. went to everywhere la, but still bought super little things (no more money after the guitar.. ): ) went to plaza sing, vivo, then j8, cuz theres the most popular Popular there (and the only Popular i know... :S ) okay. i spent $__

just had dinner with my extended family. it was cool. we all sang carols together after that(:

havent written the cards.

its almost Christmas(:

2008-12-16T20:07:00.002+08:00

day 3.

bad day. i felt feverish so i stayed in. theo complained about his knee injury (from skiing yesterday -.-) so he wanted to stay too. i slept the whole day till 5. forgot about lunch ): went to dine at some place, which was really good, AGAIN. haha. funny thing, today's soba was better than monday's! we also had this weird gigantic fish which tasted super good(: after that we saw REINDEERS :D i didn't know they existed la! super cool. i'll update photos when i get back. saw a really cute bulldog at some shop too. i just went to the hot spring AGAIN. shiok. i spent most of the time in the outdoors one. love it.

2008-12-15T16:13:00.004+08:00

hello.

yesterday (day 1 at Japan) was basically travelling :S the plane flight wasn't too good. watched Wanted on the plane (again...) then slept and had breakfast at 3+ am-.- when we reached, took like a train, then took the bullet train and reached Nagano. had lunch at a Eel (unagi) place, then had second lunch at a soba place. both were damn good. took a coach, took the hotel shuttle. reached the hotel. slept for a few hours. went for dinner at a restaurant (all eating places are authentic restaurants, so basically it's almost eating-heaven down here(: ) at night, i went to the hot spring! (: it was damn shiok (as usual), but can faint inside LOL.

today (day 2), was okay. woke up really early and had the buffet breakfast thing. WENT SKIING AFTER THAT. the preparation procedure was really long. skiing was great. i didnt lose any skill (i think skiing is a life skill). and i improved! (i think). afterall, this is probably like the 10th time im skiing :S so yeah, no wipeouts for me(: theo got owned la. amanda was super slow, so she doesnt count. damn tired now. oh i had lunch on the mountain. some cafe place, where the food was simple, but ownage. the view rocked, but i didnt bring the camera): luckily it didnt snow too heavily up there. im feeling super tired now... went for dinner at this restaurant. we had the fried pancake thing (okonomyaki). fried it ourselves on the big pan thing. had mutton too. and had the best ramen i had in this lifetime.
went to the hot spring at night. chatted with you. sleep.

YF Camp. [edited]

2008-12-13T20:14:00.003+08:00

hello everyone.

i discovered that i can actually blog/msn from Japan, since my skiresort place has computers(:

yf camp was fun.

i thought a few programmes were abit weird, mainly: mac ritchie and night games. okay i seriously didn't know why we had to wake up at 1 am and take a bus to mac ritchie to wait and reflect for 2 hours. lol my brain was in hibernation, it was almost impossible to recall all the workshops and messages, and reflect about them. i guess the intentions were good, but it really weakened alot of us. haha.

night games was just weird. although i wasn't playing it, (hahaha) i sort of knew what the game objectives were: work for the 9 stationmasters, get the stuff they give you, then you win -.- quite weird right? and so the rebellion took place during night games...

these were the members of the rebellion:

Graham, Irenaeus, Linping, Woong, Theo, Jon, Andrew, Kokweng, Wayne, Darren, Shaun, Dng, Nng

basically nng and i were the impersonators. we told you guys (the campers) that you couldn't win the game by working for the stationmasters, but instead you had to find nng (mr. R) and show him your "R" card, then nng would tell you to rebel, and you would start receiving waterbombs from us. this portion of the rebellion plan worked out well - before we knew it, like 5 groups were fueled with bombs! ahaha.

the rest of the members formed the frung squad. they started bombing around people. however, they were responsible for the bulk of the accidents. haha.

firstly, andrew lee hit a little girl on the head with a waterbomb.

andrew lee hit woong in the face and woong slipped.

dng wet sarah ang and made her scream.

jon lee attacked renette in her horror suit.

everyone raided the torture chamber a little too late, and dbob got pissed.

but the biggest screw up was the fact that we rebelled in a night workshop with morals, not a night game. the comm got really pissed after that. hahaha.

i felt really blessed through this camp. it really helped me forge new friendships with people i didn't really know, and i also got to familiarize with alot of newcomers/younger-ones, which was mutually beneficial. i.e. feng yu, bryan etc.

feng yu was the ownage. but im sure we all knew that already. bryan and wayne were the assage. they ass-ed shaun kiu like mad. LOL. not bad, learning fast O:

im really glad that most of the newcomers enjoyed themselves lots. (newcomers being those who attended about 1 or 2 camps?) yeah. tracy kee! i told you yf camp would be damn fun. it never isn't :D anyway, though yf camp has ended, you still look like a mophead, so too bad :S

i thought the workshops were not bad, especially monday's ones. the death thing really got to me, although everyone knew it was fake. i've never attended a wake before, except maybe my grandfather's which was years back. it then struck me that although it was staged, reality was that anyone could be that body within that coffin. literally anyone, anyone in yf camp or not.

the night exhibit workshops were also great. it really helped me reflect alot.

i didnt walk to PLMGS, sadly. (i seriously wanted to walk with you all) i was making my passport! ): when we reached PL, camp sort of restarted itself. you had to get used to the new place and the people (i dunno why). oh well.

games weren't too fun. we got owned at the outing thing): the rest were just okay only. it felt quite weird to be arrowed to be a games group leader on sunday night. cheering was tiresome. and most of the time i had to carry team, which was damn tiring too. oh well.

mac ritchie was just weird, like i mentioned earlier. we were the only group to hear vernon sing Worlds Apart! hahaha. the ant bites were numerous, and painful ): and i looked totally zombified. slept on the road, concrete and the grass slope.

carer-caree was totally cool ttm. i played caroline's turban until it couldnt be played any further. on the first day, i showed her my paper, which had marcus teng's name on it. then i switched mine with theodore poh cuz he couldnt read the name "caroline". then the playing began. using my ownage handwriting (hee hee) she was convinced i was a girl. it was REALLY FUNNY when i gave dng and sng the sweets she gave me and told them to eat it in front of her. she then complained about it in a letter. LOL.

i also remembered another reply that went like this:

"eh you know last night, graham told me that you were a guy!" LOL ownage.

my final ownage set up failed, however. i made a signboard for caroline to wear, which said "Caroline's Carer Cares", and i told her to wear it during Prayer and Praise LOL. then i was planning to laugh at her in person. LOL. but she didnt wear it -.-

eh carol, i was the ownage right?

my workshop group was cool, partly cuz we didnt have any stoners in the group. (everyone would/could take part in discussion and games) haha. junipher was the ownage co leader also(: im glad that the 2 p6 boys opened up ALOT, like really alot.

the last night/morning was just okay. played captains ball then frisbee. tired, i went to play bridge/titee with danielle, christina and dng. it was cool la. then suddenly the macs came and the game stopped. so i was like: okay.. then i went to emo on the piano. it was really hard to play, since i was partially zombified by then. said my goodnights and went to sleep.

during the closure, i was awarded the Best NPC award -.- damn lame la, trying to spite me. lol. but after what we did during night games, who wouldnt? haha. reuben was like:

the prize goes to GG (pun)

here's some lightsticks, so you won't have to buy any the next time.

and heres your time-out (pun)

wahlao. haha. we took a rebellion photo after that, which was cool, totally.

i preferred last year's camp, but nevertheless, this year's was good.

2008-12-07T17:21:00.003+08:00

by the time you read this, it has probably been a week from when it was written.

yes. this the pre-YFcamp post.

yf camp officially starts in about an hour and 38 mins, but we all know that the arrival time is flexible.

okay yay i'm a workshop group leader along with junipher. sorry bob O: just kidding. anyway, mel and her twin-friend are also in my group, along with tracie (for the second year running). the average age has dropped alot. camp is mostly made out of youngbies. lol im also a youngbie la. there are no dorm skits ): split messages ): 4 games groups ):?! seriously, camp is damn weird this year. we're even having the exodus thingy.

to be honest, i'm quite anxious. things may go wrongly. for example, after tracie leaves, my group may just end up as a a stoned-out group. sigh. i'm feeling so numb now. camp has changed so much. but i too, hope that i will change.

2008-12-05T22:24:00.002+08:00

hello.

today was normal. had lunch, then piano class. jazz rocks haha. my teacher is really too darn ownage. haha.

kk after that was the workshop group leader meeting :D it was good. good job kenji. hmm Junipher is my co (: and guezz what? SOMEONE WHO VISITS THIS BLOG IS IN MY GROUP! D: hahah, along with someone who was in my group last year too! anddd yeahh thats about it. nvm we'll still be hyper, i promise to be on my hyper-mode throughout camp! hahah.

excited lotsss. seah is going :D but dong isnt): oh well. can't wait to put the plan into action. it's gonna be good guys, i can almost taste success O: i wish the separate teams all the best. FD for the win.

2008-12-04T19:20:00.001+08:00

Greatest Day - Take That.

yeah it's the new song playing on my blog(:

it's a great song, love it.

2008-12-04T00:11:00.003+08:00

hi.

woke up at 930. took bus to the club, really long, took me an hour ): went swimming with shaun and the pines. ownage man. the friggin slide there is damn good, although it's just one slide. the slide is superr fast, such that i almost flew off the sides (it's a half tube) each time i went down. ownage man. LOL shaun kept getting stuck, but he learnt teh technique :D

then was lunch at the deli and chilling, when i revealed the plan to shaun.

we took a bus down to orchard at 1+. sick man, bob and dng were still at home LOL. luckily it was a 315 show -.- shaun and i went shopping at shaw house and wheelock (it's nearer). wahlaoweh, for the kicks, we stepped into New Urban Male. WTH. ITS DAMN SICK DEY. don't go in guys. i can't believe it's jean & mel's favourite shop O: srsly a sexually-vague shop.

then we went to watch Wild Child at lido. haha the chick flick of the season! eh but it was quite funny, the ending was cliche, but moving. yeah i don't go around saying, "can cry wan" like some boy, but it's seriously not bad. i guess it was fresh, cuz of the american-brit humour in it. good stuff, personally, i give it a 4/5 again :D

i forgot to review Body of Lies. thrilling, full of suspense with some twists. leonardo de caprio, a great actor. apart from the arabian names that are hard to catch, its a good movie.

3.5 out of 5.

2008-12-01T20:12:00.002+08:00

hi.

today was great.
specifically, the food was great (: ate at kuishinbooo for lunch! the 1 hour thing that cost 24 bucks. really worth it and was damn fun :D ate sashimi and shellfish mostly (for lunch, they don't have much :S) Then at the last few minutes of the hour, i went to take this huge icecream cuz i thought there still was enough time left.

then cheng was like: eh dude, you sure you can finish that ah?
then i was like: huh?
then seah told me: there's only a minute left.
then i was like: what the..?
then cheng was like: dude, now only 30 seconds left..

so i started stuffing the icecream in. i never tried swallowing whole pieces of icecream so i decided to try it out - and it hurt, really. after that i could feel this cold thing in my stomach :S
oh well.

seah took out a container from his bag and put in 5 handrolls.
then me and cheng were like: wtc dude?

seah, eating the handrolls now? LOL.

after that was a whole lot of window shopping and plain shopping. then we went to marina to watch Body of Lies, which was in fact a not-bad movie. at first, cheng couldnt buy his ticket cuz he had no ezylink/ic. then the counter person refused to let him buy a ticket, even though he obviously looked 16. lame.
then it was time for PLAN B: i always brought both my ezylink and ic, so i lent him one. LOL. then we went back to the SAME cashier to buy the ticket haha.

the plot was okay, it held its thrill throughout the entire length. commendable.
some counter-terrorist show. a great show to watch after what happened at mumbai.. :S

yeah i forgot to review 4 Christmases.
i saw it last thursday with my parents.
it's a fusion of a romance movie with a family movie, which is actually a really great show to watch in this christmasy period :D
enjoyed it alot. the cast were also entirely made out of seriously good actors.
i give it at least a 4 out of 5 O;

2008-11-30T22:25:00.002+08:00

heyy. grammerrz is back.

okay. shove the WoW, seriously. it's getting more and more boring :S yeah i should have figured that out earlier but oh well. hmmm i was trying to convince some p6 to go for camp yesterday, even though the deadline is tomorrow lol. close, but not close enough.

yeah camp is coming (: abit excited. i wanna know my group :D

okay. i don't know why but i seriously can't be bothered with ____

2008-11-26T23:43:00.002+08:00

finally got to watch madagascar 2. lol.

it was great(: really funny. worth every buck. hahaa

i also bought my shoes today! :D

finally, vans slip-ons.

KFC rocks guys.

2008-11-24T23:18:00.000+08:00

WOW.

ibob's blog is blocked.

and im not permitted to read DDDDDDDD:

it's over.

2008-11-21T22:33:00.002+08:00

hey.

children's day camp just ended a few hours ago.

well, it was perhaps the best children's camp i helped out at. though it wasn't so "fun" for me, i feel i learnt more stuff from it than any other. yeah and the kids are really cute, especially when they sing! (haha i was a musician) oh well, the kids were all mad-hyper, but at least there weren't any monsters or girl-haters. and theres this really really cute kid. hahaa.

ohkay. tired, but it was worth it.

yf camp is coming! yay. lol -.- hmm in about 3 weeks or so.

this is the last chance to make it right. O:

2008-11-18T23:43:00.002+08:00

stopped the WoW addiction.

gets quite boring after awhile, no offense bob, dong and dng.

yesterday was tracie's birthday party.

hung out. watched really funny tv programmes, then dinner.

home

today we went LAN. haha, i bet it was fun right dani? getting backstabbed 1000 times

as i said - a new experience.

anyway yall are cool(:

kk tmr gotta help out in the camp-which-will-own-all-of-us.

bye.

2008-11-16T23:37:00.002+08:00

world of warcraft.

dong and i just got killed like 10 times in a row. LOL.

it wasnt the Rape of Nanking, it was the Rape of Darkshire.

at least dying with a friend isnt that bad D:

WoW destroys your holidays. hahaha.

anyway i decided not to spend too much time playing D:

helping out in childrens day camp from weds to fri. sian. HAHA.

the kids are gonna take a few years out of all of us.

i needa go kuishinbo with the dudes. for fun. ahaha.

eating is good :D eating jap is even better(:

kay enough.

2008-11-09T23:42:00.003+08:00

it feels good to be back.

on my mac. haha.

recently, i've been using the windows (still on my mac) to dota alot, but then i deleted some audio driver by accident, then i deleted the whole windows. in the process of reinstalling windows so that i could dota again on my mac, there was some stupid error thing with my hard disk. i think i can't partition it forever :S (means no more windows). so it may be the end of dota on my mac ): but oh well. at least i'll have more time with my leopard (LOL sounds weird.)

2008-11-04T19:43:00.001+08:00

i've been having alot of realizations recently,

of which, most concerned my preferences..

2008-10-30T23:59:00.002+08:00

today was okay.

spent my day dotaing and reading, the usual stuff i do.
bob and woong came over and we watched tropic thunder on my laptop. HAHA.
it's quite good, funny stuff.
haiz, i still remember what my pri sch friend quoted from Borat, "all work and no play makes jack a dull bastard."

oh well.
i've been learning alot of stuff about myself in these few months. totally.

going jogging again tomorrow (:

today

2008-10-29T22:27:00.002+08:00

hello.

i shall pretend to IGNORE the crudely disgusting discussion going on at MY tagboard. haha.

school today was good. we got back our grades. haha. although i didn't take 3/7 of my papers... (haha!) i was still quite contented with the grades i got.
okay i got 32/45 for English, 29/30 for SS (: 51/60 and 44/60 for Math (haha...) and 76/100 for Bio.
it's not the best shaite but at least i still maintained/pulled up my grade point, now averaging a 3.87

today was the first time in 7 months that i went jogging. it wasn't much, but i'm glad i made efforts. i jogged together with seah, bob and woong. haha. then seah and i... PING PONG PONG PONGSTER LINPONG LINPADAPINGPONG.

fun day.

quote o teh dai

2008-10-28T21:19:00.002+08:00

hello. today's edition of quote o teh dai

[setting: english lesson in 4H classroom]

(sudden randomness...)

jason: would you rather date a girl with a hot bod or pretty face?

me, marcus & dong: pretty face la.

jason: you superficial bastards.

all of us: LOL. WTH? look who's talking.

hello

2008-10-26T19:56:00.001+08:00

please observe the interesting discussion...

look here
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2008-10-22T00:00:00.002+08:00

spent my day reading and watching heroes.

heroes season 3 is seriously solid. there's like, even more suspense than before, and the new people are damn powerful also. hahaha

2008-10-21T00:43:00.003+08:00

exams are over(:

play play play play play.
haha.

goodbye secondary school.